Beliefs

I wrote something about my belief in childhood that was about the expectation of life and my kinder god. I believed it should happen some unexpected lovely event in every one’s life and it was a sign of god and his mercy.

I wrote "but when I had grown up, I understood it is not necessary at all and god is sage and examine his creature. Once a day when discussed god and his sign, Ibrahim quoted from Mostafa Malekian “The way to save Godliness in the mode world is to believe that God never does anything for someone’s benefit or loss."

I want to say that I know all of this and when I reason I can accept them but as an emotional and weak person I prefer to believe in my childhood belief and wait for my special unexpected gift from God in every moment